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#nightymorning June 2->3

Still thinking about that one time someone said "You're not the monarch of wasteof" in response to me (not calmly, and not even expressing it well, in fact possibly the worst expressed thing I have ever expressed in my life, I communicated exactly zero information) stating a problem I had.
If I am being a monarch and you are unsatisfied with that, then overthrow me. You have equally as much power as I do, I'm just the one using it. And there are possibly definitely even others who could use that power better than I can (remember this for later), but are just leaving it on some random shelf somewhere.
But there's surely some reason why they aren't using it, surely they can't be that dumb that they could ignore the basic idea that they could be the cause of some desirable effect on their surroundings, surely? There are other people around, maybe trying to change your surroundings for the better in some obvious way I've managed to miss somehow affects others negatively? I manage to convince myself of a lot of obviously wrong things often (all it takes is any form of anger at all, this is why I say there are others who could do better for the surroundings than I can), so I have to be careful about those, and this is one of those things I want to be careful about. But unlike those, I don't even have a hint as to where this could be wrong, so this path of thought has been stuck at the beginning for months now. Might as well write it down if I'm just going to go through the same 3 thoughts over and over.
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    why not in the deep community
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      It feels like to me it stops exactly at the part where it's supposed to get deep, I haven't gotten farther than that yet
      If I do manage to figure something out then that's what goes in the deep community, not this though